Brabiz
02.21.16 | I'm not great with genres. Sorry. |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | Nicki Minaj - Pink Friday: Roman Reloaded |
Brabiz
02.21.16 | Haha thanks |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | flower face rules |
Artuma
02.21.16 | "I'm not great with genres"
yep i can see that |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | who cares it's music |
Brabiz
02.21.16 | Care to describe in detail what i should change? Other than 13 and 4, i don't see what would be wrong |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | wait and u created 14? it's ur album? :0 !! |
BlushfulHippocrene
02.21.16 | Adore 1, 7, 8 and 9, going to listen to 14. Cool list. |
Artuma
02.21.16 | "Care to describe in detail what i should change?"
well for 1 i'd say it's indie folk (come on what kind of a genre is 'acoustic') |
Artuma
02.21.16 | there are also some other minor changes i'd do with this but it's not really important |
worthlessscab
02.21.16 | anything that's not electronic |
Avagantamos
02.21.16 | I listen to autechre - garbage when I feel like garbage |
bach
02.21.16 | my 5s |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | if i'm feeling like complete shit tho, i listen to bjork's homogenic, and let it cleanse my soul, it's like an exorcism |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | homogenic has become my philosophy of life, and my all-time favorite album ever, it's just so spiritual and honest
also dude i can't find ur stuff on bandcamp, did u delete it? D: |
BlushfulHippocrene
02.21.16 | You mean Brabiz? https://goodbyetosleep.bandcamp.com/ |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | thank u ! >:] |
BlushfulHippocrene
02.21.16 | It's not too bad, nothing to be embarrassed about. Also, The Smiths for when I feel like garbage, but I can imagine it pissing people off. |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | i find some troubles here and there with his record, but yeah it's nothing to be embarrassed about, especially if ur just learning! (also, if it's too personal an album, just delete this comment, u are not obligated to read criticism about it if u don't want to)
katatonia's also cool! |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | Whenever I feel like shit I just jam the most pissed off and energetic/groovy thing I can think of. |
Mister Twister
02.21.16 | tbh I basically listen to nothing but Diary and the Maggot Brain t/t |
JigglyPDiddy
02.21.16 | Your album's not bad! Nice! And depression sucks...big time...get help if you're not seeing any pro help. Don't make the same mistake I'm making. |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | My Dying Bride and Captain We're Sinking does the trick. The Future Is Cancelled is the quintessential depression album. |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | Jiggly: yo, u say you're *making* that mistake... are u trying to seek help right now? |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | @CalculatingInfinity has a point though, if you're feeling down don't just listen to some depressing shit, jam some energetic shit too. RHCP would probably be good for that. |
EvoHavok
02.21.16 | I usually listen to both kinds. |
ChoccyPhilly
02.21.16 | Energetic shit makes me feel worse. Sad music when depressed is cathartic, especially some dsbm |
ScuroFantasma
02.21.16 | It can be cathartic though
Also flower face rules [2]
Edi:t choccy beat me |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | I thought it was demonstrated that listening to sad stuff while you're sad actually lifts your spirits, so idk
but if you tend to dwell to much in ur sadness, then you might have a problem tho, and that problem needs medical attention, not just changing your music library |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | The more I think about it, The Pale Emperor actually has a good balance between cathartic and just straight up depressing- that would be a good one to listen to if you're feeling down. The last few years whenever I've felt low I've listened to Station To Station, that title track just lifts me right up. |
BandNewbac
02.21.16 | "when i'm depressed"
you mean when youre sad and apathetic right? |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | probably. technically, "depressed" is the mental state ur describing newbac, while "clinically depressed" means that uve been diagnosed with an episode of major depression
but yea |
alabasterjones
02.21.16 | "HEAL" by Strand of Oaks is my go-to when I'm depressed |
BandNewbac
02.21.16 | idk saying feeling depressed in this context seems kinda disingenuous but maybe i'm just an asshole |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | well, given 14, i would not rule out some depression episode :// |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | Yeah this guy isn't just looking for attention, he's probably got some stuff he needs to get off his chest so let's not patronise and condescend by just dismissing it as disingenuous. |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | ppl here @ the sputnik can be emotional sometimes too, don't discriminate
anyway, listen to bjork. she'll straighten ur life right away, she'll ~HEAL YOU~ |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | Joga will make everything better and that's a GUARANTEE |
trve
02.21.16 | listen to some dsbm
anything by abandoned by light will cheer you up because its simply ridiculously bad + look at that hilarious band concept on their bandcamp page |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | ppl here @ the sputnik can be emotional sometimes too, don't discriminate [2]
Pretty much the jam that always cheers me up, the fucking ENERGY!: https://youtu.be/mNUBtXGYDpE?t=1m55s |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4IZbCl6iR4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xfdGXA62ZM |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | @Tuna: Haha that second link. |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | Yeah it still cracks me up haha, those lyrics really put things into perspective |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | supercell - Today is a Beautiful Day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ov-gDamXEE |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | This too hard, super posi ^ |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | and Trespassers William, can't believe it hasn't been mentioned yet lol |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NUBvFUpGPQ |
ChoccyPhilly
02.21.16 | "ppl here @ the sputnik can be emotional sometimes too, don't discriminate"
There's an unusual amount of honesty I can bestow upon sputnik. it's strange that I can sometimes be more sincere and open to total strangers here than I can in person. I find sputnik quite reliable with topics like these for any user who makes this kind of post |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | it's prolly because there's no social compromise. like, i don't know none of y'all, and if i want to, i can just stop coming to this site, so yea. also, since we're strangers, we can be honest and not biased, and it's a big community so there's a lot of conversation, it's great! >:] |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | it's strange that I can sometimes be more sincere and open to total strangers here than I can in person[2]
We're all guilty of bottling things up in person, afraid to tell someone how we're feeling. Sputnik is full of some genuine people who give solid advice and for that I'm grateful. |
ChoccyPhilly
02.21.16 | 'if i want to, i can just stop coming to this site'
lol don't act like you're not addicted like the rest of us |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | @Choccy: I feel the exact opposite, I refuse to share anything like this on Sput. I put that down more to the anonymous nature than trusting this specific site. |
ChoccyPhilly
02.21.16 | @tuna but the thing I find weird is that doing this on reddit or something isn't the same in the slightest. We definitely have a uniquely awesome community that's also terrible but w/e
@calc yeah, that's understandable. I've just found the longer i stayed on this site, the less about just music it became |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | We know each other as online personas, and when it comes to the real person we know nothing. It's a blank slate where you can craft another personality if you so wish.
I'll just admit it, I could never give up this site |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | choccy: well ok, then making an alt lol |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | Also lol don't act like you're not addicted like the rest of us [2] We're all doomed to this site until the day it dies haha. |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | @choccy We all have reputations on here, and we all have separate and unique tastes. It's a pretty great community overall. |
onionbubs
02.21.16 | the cure - pornography
sunny day real estate - diary
american football - american football
mineral - full discog lol |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | "but the thing I find weird is that doing this on reddit or something"
That because Reddit is for the most part full of fucking morons. |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | @Asdfp277 I'd feel bad about lying to people if I made an alt haha, that's how attached I am to this bloody site it's unhealthy. |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | "yeah, that's understandable. I've just found the longer i stayed on this site, the less about just music it became"
That is true, gives people a haven for the most part. Have a FB chat with a few people on here and we're all close friends, Sput for better or worse has affected my life a lot. |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | the reddit thing is prolly the maturity level of this site. NOW LISTEN, i know what ur thinking, "lmao SPUTNIK MATURE smae", but listen: if u leave the not-accepting-opinions, shitposting side of sputnik aside, the users here are v. mature. for example, in other sites like tumblr or whatever, if you post something personal the users will go out of their way to ruin ur life regardless of ur situation. here, the guys can be pretty fucking blunt, but they mean well when they give their blunt advice, and know when to stop and not go too far (of course there are exceptions, usually cuz they know they should stop but choose not to). also, the users here are *a little* bit older than outside, so they've been through more shit. so yea |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | When I first started here I saw it as just a place to review and rate music, funny how it's become more about the community. |
Titan
02.21.16 | 'funny how it's become more about the community.'
really???????????? |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | it's like a family -- we're stuck together, like it or not |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | It's like heaven's gate without the mass suicide!! |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | I'd compare it more to a foster home tbh |
Titan
02.21.16 | well if it accounts for anything, neither one of you are in my bottom 100 :D |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | @Titan deep down you feel the same, don't deny it |
bakkermaarten007
02.21.16 | You listen to your own music? |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | @CalculatingInfinity what happens when we get adopted? |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | we get returned to the foster home for setting the cat on fire |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | That explains why KILL has been here so long |
ChoccyPhilly
02.21.16 | 'are *a little* but older than outside'
I thought the average sput age is like 17? |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | mx is the owner who just forgot we exist, the mods are the adults... rulers... people? the ones who burn us w/ cigarettes when we make too much noise |
JigglyPDiddy
02.21.16 | I am. I'm seeing my gender therapist and all, but I stopped taking anti-depressives and anxiety meds about a year ago. Sometimes I'm more stable and sometimes I'm a mess. Those meds really fuck up your nervous system. |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | @Choccy pretty sure it is |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | jiggly: they do? i've been taking paroxetine for like 8 months now, my life is awesome so i'm happy but idk what i'll do when i stop taking them :s
have u consulted ur therapist about those episodes? u gotta be careful |
JigglyPDiddy
02.21.16 | Yeah, I have. My depressive/anxiety episodes are more often than not triggered by the negative reactions from my family. Mother thinks I'm just a prostitute. lol (The classic trans latina/afroamerican woman stereotype) And I'm often threatened to be thrown out just because of my wardrobe transition... I've had a couple of whole wardrobes thrown out into the trash behind my back in the past two years. Heh. But, oh well. All I can do is wait. I still don't have the money for a new car, so I'm just studying and working my way out of here. |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | oh please do. keep on keeping on, nothing is ever too late, so just keep going and you'll be fine. i'm sure people will be there for you, just keep being the best version of yourself that you can be.
your situation sounds shitty, it's a struggle when your identity clashes with the people around you i bet, but with love things can heal. stay positive please :[ |
JigglyPDiddy
02.21.16 | Thanks! Yeah, that's all I can do. Keep moving forward and helping other trans/queer friends in the process. Many people are living this situation in Puerto Rico. So, the least I can do is lend a helping hand. |
ChoccyPhilly
02.21.16 | @jiggly how long til you move out? Once you're free of your mother, who seems to oppress you, it may be much easier to come to terms with who you are |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | It's stories like Jiggy's that makes me think how happy I'll be when this generation hits the 30-40's and our children will not be shamed for who they are. |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | @jiggly being around people who are constantly having a go at you for who you are wont do you any favours. |
JigglyPDiddy
02.21.16 | I'm applying for this college dorm that I might be able to afford. If not, me and a friend are gonna hit the road on his van and make it a mobile home. Kind of desperate, tbh. But, he's the closest person I have and a great source of love and support. |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | y'all are right but u know her situation can be tricky. it's not as easy as going like "ohh i'm just gonna leave the house and not speak to my mother ever" like, obviously. the best she can do now is build up emotional and mental strength, that will carry her though difficult sutuations
jiggly: i'm so happy ur participating in a community and helping others, that should help you to get better too! and please, whenever you can, just be forgiving of those around you. you know they can be difficult at times, but usually the people close to you also love you and are just fighting conflicting emotions. not everyone can is as mature and understanding as you are |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | Go for it if you think it's the right thing to do. You'd be better off with a supportive friend than your parents. |
JigglyPDiddy
02.21.16 | Yeah, I really hope next gen kids get the full opportunity of just...being themselves, y'know? I was constantly told I couldn't wear dresses or have long hair as a kid/teen because "god made me a boy". That fucks one up, m8. So many trans kids killing themselves nowadays because of people like this putting them down. Having your dad raise his fist at you and yell at you "your a fucking man and just deal with it" while almost leaving you stranded in the middle of the road while you're just drowning in tears. Pretty fucked up. |
JigglyPDiddy
02.21.16 | Thanks, sputs. You're a bunch of sweethearts. |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | I least I'm making every effort possible to easy all of my friends and my closest family members to the idea of trans* people. So far I've gotten some good responses from my family and most friends, some need a little more processing before at least coming to terms with the fact that it's a reality, so yeah, we're making progress >:]
You prolly won't even realize when people suddenly are not gonna be surprised by transwomen and you're gonna look back and think "wow, that's actually a radical change" lol |
Rik VII
02.21.16 | 02.21.16 Depression
02.20.16 Pee Wee's Big Holiday
02.19.16 Disturbing Non-Metal Music
02.18.16 I'm a Satanist
02.17.16 Blasphemous / Satanic Album Art
I have a feeling that one of those doesn't quite fit in. |
Asdfp277
02.21.16 | they are all fitting imo, spend some time around here and you'll see lol |
JigglyPDiddy
02.21.16 | @Asdfp277 Haha can't wait for that to happen
and @RikCucaracha You'd be surprised to find out how much Black Metal Peewee actually listens to. Dude worships Mayhem. |
basikchanL
02.21.16 | heres something to cheer you up https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfQ2wZxgB1E :) |
SmileNerd
02.21.16 | American Football - American Football LP
and
American Football - American Football EP |
Brabiz
02.21.16 | Yeah, but pee wee also worships Death-era Mayhem. So he's even more trve than you'd expect |
ChoccyPhilly
02.21.16 | Fuck American football, that twinkly shit don't work |
Brabiz
02.21.16 | I'm not a fan either. I love the genre, but American Football never did anything for me |
Calc
02.21.16 | the guitarist from hail the sun is making an album about anxiety.
that's all i got. |
Sinternet
02.21.16 | Carissa's Wierd - Songs About Leaving
The Antlers - Hospice
Tbh whenever my depression or anxiety hits me hard, i tend to find it comforting to think i'm not the only one suffering. It's probably not the best way to feel better, as i basically just ignore my issues and say someone else has it worse, but that's the way i was raised unfortunately - not to have feelings at all because it's 'not very masculine' and to look at all the nice things i have that other people don't. These albums just help me to forget about stuff in general. |
Brabiz
02.21.16 | Totally forgot about Hospice. It's a big one too.
I try to do that as well, it does work sometimes. But personally i'm not too worried about masculinity haha, i can understand that mindset though. My father tried to make me into that, but it didn't really work. |
Calc
02.21.16 | sinternet and I think the same except the masculine part that has nothing to do with it. I never get depressed but honestly considering the realm of human experience if I ever did I'd remember that soooo many people have gone through worse |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | American Football are overrated, that much I know |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | "but that's the way i was raised unfortunately - not to have feelings at all because it's 'not very masculine' and to look at all the nice things i have that other people don't."
I know it's hard since you've been raised on it but I think this mindset is toxic and needs to be changed, just my 2 cents. |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | My parents were pretty laid back about it, I suppose I enjoy 'masculine' things but at the same time I'm not afraid to appreciate things such as music and art. |
Calc
02.21.16 | yeah "masculine things" are cool, music and art is also cool. |
ChoccyPhilly
02.21.16 | Music and art aren't masculine now? :o
Metal and hip hop are complete sausage fests |
chemicalmarriage
02.21.16 | You're depressed due to a serious lack of real social interaction due to being a satanist that watches Pee Wee Herman. |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | I'm just talking about the way they're traditionally viewed Choccy, I think defining things as masculine and feminine is daft |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | "Football= masculine"
"Literature= feminine"
who really cares what's what, if you enjoy something it doesn't matter |
Sinternet
02.21.16 | yeah i wish i didn't have this mindset but in terms of short-term effect it's all i know how to deal with situations really. unfortunately can't help being raised in an extremely traditionalist household. |
Sinternet
02.21.16 | and tbh i'm a pretty feminine guy i have no problems with expressing that, and yeah these things shouldn't really be labelled as masculine/feminine anymore |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | I know exactly what you mean, I was raised in a household where even though they were laid back they were slightly opinionated about certain things and that meant I didn't want to do things that could be considered 'feminine' or just different. Obviously I don't care about that now and neither do they, it was more when I was little. |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | When I started listening to metal and just non pop in general (I was around 11 or 12 at this point) they had no problems with it. |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | @Sin: Short term that's fine but long term it'll just wreck your mind, just an endless circle of thinking you're a bitch since you're so privileged compared to a lot of people yet still have problems. Depression and anxiety should be treated with compassion, regardless of background. The only solution to that I think is talk and surround yourself with people who have heather mindsets and let it influenced your line of thinking. Changing your mindset is so fucking hard (my core self destructive mindset still hasn't changed after all these years) and I hope your anxiety and depression gets better throughout life. |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | Coming from a privelidged background can really fuck with people's heads in the long run and worst of all it gives them a warped and unrealistic view of society. You become out of touch with social struggles and what really matters. "Why are people homeless, they should just find a job!".
|
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | I just described the conservative party didn't I? |
Brabiz
02.21.16 | I have a rather healthy social life, and am in a committed relationship. I've also never encountered anyone that has anything against the movie Pee Wee's Big Adventure until now. I grew up on that movie, so did a lot of other people that i know. I genuinely don't understand the comments roasting me for liking that movie. Unless you're the same kind of person that would say "i don't like star wars, i have sex." Or any variation of that. |
CalculatingInfinity
02.21.16 | Pretty much, Cameron and the scumbags. |
chemicalmarriage
02.21.16 | Pee wee would want you to worship satan in happiness |
Trebor.
02.21.16 | Be careful how much you dwell in your own misery |
Brabiz
02.21.16 | I don't worship satan, but nice try. |
chemicalmarriage
02.21.16 |
Grow up, get over yourself and have a blood orgy like a man. The type of man pee wee herman would let in his playhouse. |
Brabiz
02.21.16 | Haha blood orgy you say? |
Trebor.
02.21.16 | It's when you bang a bunch of chicks on the rag |
chemicalmarriage
02.21.16 | Hope springs eternal |
Tunaboy45
02.21.16 | bloody orgy, nice |
ChoccyPhilly
02.21.16 | 'get over yourself and have a blood orgy like a man'
Yeah fuck you. |
pissbore
02.24.16 | morphine - good
morphine - good
morphine - cure for pain
morphine - b sides & otherwise
oh yeah and another album that really helps when battling depression is the album good by the band morphine |
demigod!
02.24.16 | winter depression is hitting me hard this year
|
YakNips
02.24.16 | smae
don't be down bb |
pissbore
02.24.16 | Trust me yo, those albums I mentioned really do help |
demigod!
02.24.16 | jammin good |
pissbore
02.24.16 | Life changing experience hearing that one for the first time |
demigod!
02.24.16 | thanks pal, this really hits the spot |