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| And It's You That I'll Remember When I Think Of Love And Awful Things, How Easily It Goes Away
i mean once you kind of accept that you die life isn't so bad, i mean once you just
accept everything in front of you, you don't tell people to 'fuck off' anymore
there's not too many problems. there's a lack of negative thoughts like 'was it ever
worth it?' and although i suppose there's a sort of fatalism//nihilism that goes
along with this but i don't think there's any suppression of beauty, in fact more of
a surplus of beauty, at least in my case. and i mean you scroll through facebook or
something and see something like "i just took a shit and didn't wash my hands"
and while it doesn't exactly restore any faith (if any faith had ever truly left) it sort
of provides at least something you can grasp on to that makes life alive. like when
something arrives in the mail and it's for you but it's not in your name, or when
you're the only one in a designated area without a certain thing or quality, that's
why things are bad. that's why we don't feel good. of course plenty of people
make excuses, blame others, but why?? they don't have any control, none of us
do like it seems pretty ignorant that people are unable to realize this. "even
important people don't know what they're doing" as if i was happy before, i am
now, i think. (i want to be in control, i believe, i can be) | 1 | | S Cool Choices
and well i mean this is a music website, and honestly i don't think most people listen to music
in the same way. it's different for everyone. (dime a dozen observation, i know, fuck my anus)
but i mean i don't see how anyone could live any other way than being constantly shadowed
by this wave of subdued sound..(no matter how loud, how dissonant, this sound is, it is always
subdued. there is always some beauty.) because when jenn ghetto says something like
"believe there is someone that loves you" it alters everything. the moment we are in is
everything, because we are in that moment. i don't like to think this about though. what the
point is, is jenn ghetto (among other people) is my spirit animal. she is a soul that creates
what we long for, or at least what i long for as a human, this doubtless affirmation that i am
alive, that i exist, that i am beautiful, and not in any sort of superficial way either. outside
beauty (i hate that term) is nothing (i also hate how i worded that.) and i'm not saying that
because i'm unattractive. i mean anyone can say something like "we are the stardust that
created us" but to truly mean that, is something i can find solace in. | 2 | | Grouper Ruins
already knee deep.....
take me to the next life, not that i am not glad to be in this one. this is one of the reasons
why, the sounds. the endless nodding off, as if i were on some sort of opiate. life is a sort of
opiate. and i mean you can say anything is "pretty" but do you truly understand what it is??
what the appeal is?? i cannot say. not even the person uttering these words can say. we all
have to figure it out at one point or another, whether the first time you have sex and it's
desperate and uncomfortable, or when you look into a mirror and don't exactly feel like you
want to leave the room you are in, or when you cry, or when you laugh, or perhaps the
second before you die and your life sort of "flashes before your life." we all realize these things
at some point, or at least that's what i've convinced myself. and things like "our love" mean
everything as well as nothing at all when you embrace not yourself, but everything else. you
are only a vessel. | 3 | | The World is a Beautiful Place... Between Bodies
and obviously we alter our mind through many different things, many different forms of
escapism, whatever our drug of choice may be. (what a stupid sentence) and through bloated
stream-of-consciousness style pretense (but in a good way) this is one of the things i see
mostly. and obviously improper grammar and use of average vocabulary (on my part, not
chris) can prove to be something less than special to almost anyone, but it is through our
perception alone that we see things. i do not see things from your eyes. i do not think
through your mind. when i look down and think i see my phone laying on my lap, and do not,
this is odd. but you do not experience this. (another dime a dozen observation, great job jak)
and i mean although it shouldn't the perception of others can have a huge toll on us. (both
negative and positive, but in this situation i'm referring more to negative) as you let it get in
your mind. 'perhaps i am wrong' you are. i am me. you are you. "let the light in", because
you may not understand, and so may i. | 4 | | Whirr Sway
when things happen that make you tired, or "sad" perse, these are not bad. these are not
negative. we make them negative. every emotion we experience, in a sense, is neutral. it is
only our perception (there's that word again) that makes us feel like this. and ridiculous
statements made by myself and others don't change anything, but what does?? only small
changes, small beliefs, and miniscule head nodding. like when you sit still and think and feel
nothing, this is why i am alive. this is why i was birthed. i am not to do anything substantial.
and i honestly don't have any problem with this (i think) but pretty much the whole point i try
to make through everything is that while you are dead, we are both dead, do not deny this,
our existence is eternal. the concept of "faith" may involve fooling yourself but that's just part
of our grand perception. and this is why breathe, this is why we water the flowers, why we
meme hard. the humour of life is based in its many ironies. when i say "smoke the dank
vveed" i want you to do it. | 5 | | Julia Brown An Abundance of Strawberries
where and when you experience something is of upmost (i had that as utmost for a bit)
importance. the way you hear it, could change based on anything. these little distractions take
you away, like when you hear the most beautiful thing you've ever heard with the windows
down in the parking lot of a juvenile detention center. this is something that can persuade
you. this is something that can entrance you, convince you. "i am more than the sum of my
parts". it's not a sort of confidence, but it's similar. you do not have the courage, but you have
the comfort, and you have the ability. this is what this is to me. this is not what this is to you.
it takes one thing to realize another and although you may not understand, this is perfectly
acceptable. everything takes away from your experience, and everything can add onto it as
well. life is better when you share it with yourself, you can trust me on this. life is perfect, but
you make it such through will. cry your eyes out and love every second of it. | |
YakNips
09.30.14 | i swear each one of my lists is better than the last | Ryus
09.30.14 | i love you | Supercoolguy64
09.30.14 | woah man | Supercoolguy64
09.30.14 | i love you all [3] | YakNips
09.30.14 | lakes that big comment is exactly what i'm saying but in more tangible and realistic (less ethereal and more coherent) terms | YakNips
09.30.14 | and yea i love you all is that not obvious | Supercoolguy64
09.30.14 | just wanted to remind you all | YakNips
09.30.14 | oh you should also jam all of these albums | laughingman22
09.30.14 | Instead of studying for my next class, I read this entire thing
love | YakNips
09.30.14 | you made the right choice
love | BMDrummer
09.30.14 | damn dude what happened | XingKing
09.30.14 | I am proud of you, yak | Itchybutts
09.30.14 | so good so posi much love jahgreed | YakNips
09.30.14 | @BM i transcended
@spooky The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime
@Xing that means a lot | BMDrummer
09.30.14 | but yeah dude i'm proud : , ] | BMDrummer
09.30.14 | http://www.sputnikmusic.com/list.php?memberid=1027260&listid=135188
also lol | StallionMang
09.30.14 | Yak u have a beautiful soul | Ryus
09.30.14 | great book dude | Tyler.
09.30.14 | *hugs* | YakNips
09.30.14 | good list BM | BMDrummer
09.30.14 | yeah agreed, you were a different user then | YakNips
10.01.14 | you gotta talk shit about fugazi to get to the top | BMDrummer
10.01.14 | exactly, just look at me | ExplosiveOranges
10.01.14 | Beauty. | YakNips
10.01.14 | damn son, where'd you find this? | emester
10.01.14 | This hit DEEP...
I still feel that life is shit but I still keep on going forward always hoping for the next day to finally be the one where I actually have the confidence to respect myself as a person, make a friend and not hate myself. It hasnt happened yet but theres tomorrow to look forward to... | YakNips
10.01.14 | wow i'm surprised this list resonated so well tbh i was just rambling some inner thoughts to some digs | emester
10.01.14 | well insightful thinking always has emotion backing it | BMDrummer
10.01.14 | yeah this is actually pretty good | someguest
10.01.14 | I read all of this list, man. The more time you spend on this planet the more you learn that Maya Angelou was right. It's not about what you do or who you are. It's about how you make other people feel. They don't forget it. They never forget it. | YakNips
10.01.14 | wow someguest thanks man, ily | Judio!
10.01.14 | Yak...
Take these words...
Think of some music...
Read this aloud...
Throw in a scream or two...
Play some pretty chords...
Bring the ~feels~...
Slap a title on it...
And I'll 5. | ExplosiveOranges
10.01.14 | It's not who I am underneath... but what I *do*... that defines me. | emester
10.01.14 | Vocaroo dis shit | Rhyme
10.01.14 | nice very proud of you and the fact that sway is on this list
reading this actually opened my eyes a bit | Judio!
10.01.14 | Yak is a better human being than you will ever be | DrMaximus
10.01.14 | That's exactly how I feel, emester :'( | bach
10.01.14 | damn son. list gets a nigga thinkin. goes to show that even the hardest crips are soft
:_) | YakNips
10.01.14 | can u guys stroke my ego more pls | Frippertronics
10.01.14 | reel human bean | Itchybutts
10.01.14 | I honestly feel like this list made my day and i love you for it tbh , stay amazing you'll always be my favorite sputnikmusic.com user , you'se so goofy yet so deep , emotional and beautiful. Dont ever change my brahther tbh | BMDrummer
10.01.14 | nice bob marley shirt btw | Dancedrewdance
10.01.14 | Good read yak the mind is a powerful thing. | XingKing
10.01.14 | I agree that you could turn this into a song | Lethean
10.01.14 | youth still has a shine | YakNips
10.01.14 | the last 6 comments are all very good on equally high levels | Ryus
10.01.14 | could turn this into a whole album concept, would definitely jam | Trebor.
10.01.14 | Read this while listening to the new World is a Beautiful Place and pretended they were the spoken word vocals | Tyler.
10.01.14 | What judio said | YakNips
10.01.14 | tbh you guys ever hear a johnny hobo song and just all the memories float through your head and its indescribable | Trebor.
10.01.14 | memories of getting hammered and eating an entire pizza and then crying yeah | YakNips
10.01.14 | thats similar to mine surprisingly | Judio!
10.01.14 | Seriously yak take my advice. Put this shit to music or I will. | YakNips
10.01.14 | ugh lol ill try | DrMaximus
10.01.14 | Once you accept that you're already dead, life becomes a lot easier, agreed Yak good list. | YakNips
10.01.14 | thx doc
lmao just deleted radioheads discography to make room for a bones album | NorthernSkylark
10.01.14 | i prefer the writings of hemingway. he wouldn't waste my time trying to explain why life is subjective, he would simply describe it
but then again, you showed me julia brown | Torontonian
10.01.14 | Damn Yak. You're definetly a thinker. I also think about the meaning of life frequently but the answers i have found are simpler than yours. | ScuroFantasma
10.01.14 | sweet list Yak, 5 is awesome too | Phlegm
10.01.14 | fukkkk man..>!!!! gonna reflect 2 this later tonight, awesome writing | YakNips
10.01.14 | thanks peeps these albums are also all 2014 and feels | DrMaximus
10.01.14 | Oh shi, new Grouper? Gonna check | YakNips
10.01.14 | yeah man it's her best since dragging a dead deer | ChoccyPhilly
10.01.14 | So when does the spoken word version of this come out? | YakNips
10.01.14 | halloween | ChoccyPhilly
10.01.14 | svveet.
I think i might get my gf to read this. She's the stressed out kind of person who must continuously work or else she feels worthless. She doesn't even get any happiness from working too and she's lost so much sleep because of it. I've tried to get her to relax and enjoy the small things in life, but my endeavors are hopeless.
it's a shame really. The people out there who can appreciate the smallest of things and gain inner peace from that are much happier, regardless of how "successful" they are in life | DrMaximus
10.01.14 | How did you stop being such a sad boy, yak | Artuma
10.01.14 | tl;dr tell me what this list is about yak | mryrtmrnfoxxxy
10.01.14 | it's about the gays | YakNips
10.01.14 | it's about what i think about when i don't have anything to think about | Artuma
10.01.14 | damn this really is a long drive for someone with nothing to think about | YakNips
10.01.14 | choccy if this actually helped your gf that would be amazing | YakNips
10.01.14 | "So good u transcended so hard on those sad & fashionable albums" |
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