the one with the flattened dick or jonah hill

My mom is living in a circle of her own misery I don't understand how someone can continue on like that. The truth that she cries for every time we have the slightest emotional contact, the actual tears I see and hear her whimper as she hangs on to my, I'm one of the only ones she will grab on to like an anchor, the weight feels so heavy. If I was meant to hold still in this storm then it was my creation at birth to repel it, but how can I when I had to be the one to weather my own storms of childhood when my parents were creating this earthquake splitting the tectonics of the tree of life in my family, I knew no one was to blame, as all drear that existence has uncovered before it. I do not understand the workings behind her words, but I only see the circles of judgement and guilt ridden into her pysche it's like the whirlpool when you empty the bathtub as a child, it's majestic crystal thrushing sparlking magic tornado apparates in the water like it will never disappear but it always does spinning into nothingness like the first and last cycle of self judging she puts on herself, "don't be so hard on yourself" she's told me for years, and yeah truer words haven't been spoken from someone who so desperately needs to understand it.

[QUOTE=fenixfunk5;18578449]alcohol[I] tastes like [B]SHIT[/B][/I][/QUOTE]

yes.

why would you drink alcohol for the taste

oh yeah, my moms an alchohlic it kinda ruined my family

i drink some alcohol for the taste

elim is doing satirical adb posts just as im doing satirical elim posts

its been goin on the past idk 4-5 days

everyone does satirical adb posts

stop trying to analyze trends

[QUOTE]everyone does satirical adb posts[/QUOTE]
defense mechanizm

are you misspelling mechanism ironically

ru BEIN A FAGET ironically

i'd say about half of my posts have been satirical adb posts over the past couple months but sometimes theyre pretty subtle and people just think im an idiot

[QUOTE=illmitch;18578462]i drink some alcohol for the taste[/QUOTE]

sometimes its good but it never compares to capri sun or 2% milk

brent you keep on feeding back into your own self image, it's so blatantly obvious that your own reactions defending yourself are perpetuating an unneeded self defeating loathing for normal human beings that no one can take you seriously at all, it's close minded bullshit bro

o ok noonward

if you don't get a kind of masochistic pleasure feeling the burn drinking straight rum you aren't really a man

*whiskey

whiskey is pretty manly idk if i could drink that much of it though

i liked noonward a lot more when he was hoffed up on goofballs

[QUOTE=illmitch;18578479]*whiskey[/QUOTE]

is for girls

take it back right now

scotch on the rocks is pretty much as manly as you can get

I will if we can both agree bourbon is on the bottom of the spirits chain

never

[IMG]http://www.notarealthing.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/Evan_Williams.jpg[/IMG]

love this stuff

[QUOTE=Haz;18578193]will there be comedy?[/QUOTE]
Oh yes, there will be, I am a trained comedian we will hunt for comedy in our midst, frolicking in the mxery to be had and the jollys so far as the eye could see, may we watch some cinema with a dash of mise en scene or sing aloud and prance like men of lore with haggard wretched beards and saucy mugs frothy with mirth and ale.

rum > scotch > vodka > tequila > gin > brandy > bourbon

don't think i've tried anything else

[QUOTE=(*The Noonward Race*);18578495]Oh yes, there will be, I am a trained comedian we will hunt for comedy in our midst, frolicking in the mxery to be had and the jollys so far as the eye could see, may we watch some cinema with a dash of mise en scene or sing aloud and prance like men of lore with haggard wretched beards and saucy mugs frothy with mirth and ale.[/QUOTE]

gotta hang out with this guy one day

for drinking alone tequila is at the bottom, scotch is at the top, idk about everything else

When drinking alone I prefer not to wake up.

[url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Akvavit[/url]

I take it back, probably wouldn't enjoy this much it is either made out of caraway or dill.

I think the psychosomatic effects are most pungent when the 12 beers were yours and yours only.

The rotting guts spewed through the day after last just way too long.

o ok noonward

procrastinating hard

need some sort of study ritual

study ritual:

study 5-10 min

mx

study 5-10 min

mx

etc.


before bed

really should go to bed but dont wanna stop reading

The only ritual is studying.

The only thing you are not willing to do is the same thing that the edge your soul cannot fully encompass, at all times, the only time you will ever realize you did something you did not fully want to is in hindsight, by strict logic that is. Strict logic doesn't account for that feeling of euphoria procrastination so slickly teases you with.

what the fuk is this tonight - enlightening noonward posts hour or what

sometimes i actually feeling like posting

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