artificialbox: | Sputnikmusic

artificialbox 05.29.24	list is recent digs
widowslaugh123 05.29.24	Hell yeah
Mort. 05.29.24	good on you man, you should be very proud of yourself
SteakByrnes 05.29.24	That rocks brother good on you, much love for you homie
FowlKrietzsche 05.29.24	Big ups on bettering yourself
fogza 05.29.24	Wholesome content, and well done
ffs 05.29.24	major props!
jrlikestodance 05.29.24	Congrats on 2 years, that's amazing!
Trifolium 05.29.24	Happy for you, music has nutritional value of some strange kind for sure.
artificialbox 05.29.24	yes, especially when your dopamine system isn’t completely whacked out from drug abuse, and you can actually appreciate the sounds for what they are! thank you all, my heart is full
mkmusic1995 05.29.24	Congrats my dude! Big ups!
Hawks 05.29.24	FUCK YEAH BRO!!! Keep up the fantastic work. Also fuck yeah 5!!! M/////
Egarran 05.29.24	Many people are on sput for therapeutic reasons.
zakalwe 05.29.24	With the drinking, when you say every night were you getting pissed up every night? I’ve been told by the Dr there’s no drama and I have about 10-15pints a week but me cholesterol is bloody high. I’ve been drinking since I was 13 and there’s almost no chance of me going dry. It just won’t happen but I can go days without touching the stuff in any way shape or form. I just love the boozer too much to knock it on the head.
artificialbox 05.29.24	thanks mk and hawks! yes it would appear so Egarran, anything to avoid real therapy (speaking for myself lol). @zak not totally pissed. but it got to a point where I was drinking purely out of compulsion even though it was ruining my sleep quality and making my anxiety and depression much worse. even though I felt great while I was drunk, I would feel like shite afterwards and then it became a self perpetuating cycle. wishing you all the strength and long lasting health in the world my guy.
MO 05.29.24	great job!
BMDrummer 05.29.24	major congrats!
Futures 05.29.24	awesome stuff man. music is a special thing, glad i rediscovered my passion for it as well.
artificialbox 05.29.24	thanks bros :)
Trebor. 05.29.24	Right on
Emim 05.30.24	proud of who? proud of you.
pizzamachine 05.30.24	Mound of poo Pound of glue Sound of Nu
artificialbox 05.30.24	boil em mash em stick em in a stew?
Clefairy 05.30.24	congrats, that's awesome :)!
budgie 05.30.24	i think theres an inverse bellcurve with hangover severity, and it took for me to be on the extreme far right side of the graph to finally quit, big credit to anyone who could quit before that
artificialbox 05.30.24	sometimes ya gotta hit rock bottom to see the top or something like that
Supercoolguy64 05.30.24	congratulations, shits tough so im glad to hear you're tougher
bellovddd 05.30.24	art you legend. well done!
Relinquished 05.30.24	I do it on some occasions now and only with meals. I used to be a rager when I was younger and in one of the biggest party cities in the world. Intense, movielike nights and alcohol was always around. It was fun and I don’t miss it cuz I lived it. I don’t care to return to it when the otherside proved to be healthier and brought forth actual happiness. It’s easy to lose sight on priorities but luckily having good support systems, in however way they present themselves, will help to prevail as long as you yourself put in the work. Gotta thank my wife for going through the fire with me in my case. Music for sure carried me through other things beyond alcohol and the community here has always been with cool people so cheers to improving your life.
JayEnder 05.30.24	Way to go bro, keep it up! Music is the best drug there is.
Thibs 05.30.24	I'm very happy for you Enjoy some meshuggah as you celebrate
artificialbox 05.30.24	ty guys. love to hear that Relinquished! also @Thibs thats not a bad idea lol. I’ve been meaning to do a meshuggah discog run for a while so maybe I’ll start that tomorrow. I actually celebrated by watching the extended LotR trilogy over the past few days.
Futures 05.30.24	dude hell yeah. been a couple years, about time for a rewatch for me as well.
efp123 05.30.24	Happy for you. One is a solid album
artificialbox 05.30.24	@Futures it was so good man. I hadn’t watched the extended editions of Two Towers or Return of the King before so there were a few scenes that caught me by surprise. especially the Mouth of Sauron scene near the very end, that shit was so cool. @efp thanks man. yeah 1 is a personal classic, I’m so hyped for their new one.
Wildcardbitchesss 05.31.24	Congrats man. 2 years is a long ass time. Don’t think I’ll ever make it that long, maybe someday.
BallsToTheWall 05.31.24	Agreed with Wild, I don’t either but getting off the sauce would no doubt improve my quality of life. Keep it up.
artificialbox 06.01.24	thanks guys. we'll all have our day of reckoning whether we quit our vices or not, so as long as you're still having a good time, more power to ya.